February 15, 2020

I had a bad dream last night. My brother Maclain's two oldest girls were playing in the "World Series Softball Championship" (is there such a thing?). Many people (tons) were gathered to watch it at a huge stadium (like in pro baseball). The game was almost ready to start.

We had a front-row "couch" seat. I was with my mom and dad and someone else (I can't remember who). Maclain's family was also there. Then the scene changed and I found we were in a big building being used as a "chapel." We had to partake of the sacrament before the "game" started.

A woman asked if she could sit on the couch but I was saving seats for the family using big family photo album books laid on the couch. We had been looking at them while we waited. She said she had a text message at 9 am that morning telling her to bring her son to pass the sacrament. It got quiet so we knew they must be blessing, and passing the sacrament in the back of the room, but we couldn't hear (no sound system).

For some reason, I found myself at the back of the big room where all of the young deacons were. They were dressed in haphazard clothes. One wore his prom vest (colored). I heard one of the deacons say that there was a bad storm coming called, "Worm," and they weren't going to say anything until after passing the sacrament.

But the storm came and everyone from the South that knew about storms got up and left to seek shelter. I stopped one of the deacons leaving and got a cup of water. I asked, "Can I take the sacrament?" It was in a larger plastic cup like you get ketchup or fry sauce in. I hurried and drank it, then went back up to the front of the building. The side window was broken out and rain and wind were coming in. I told my parents on the right and Maclain's family on the left in the pews that we needed to go back to find shelter in the center of the building and to get away from the windows. I felt like the walls there could also fall in and kill people. So as we went out the back with the mass of people they all dispersed, finding places in rooms or out the back which went into an alley. The alley led to many shops/stores/places like an outdoor mall. People were parked like at the back of a business at a strip mall but it seemed like we were still indoors.

We lost Maclain and I was trying to get my mom's attention to follow me. We kept looking and checking in different rooms and stores/shops (like convenience stores). It kind of reminded me of Guangzhou, China with the mazes of shops and stores, but they wouldn't let us stay or they were occupied. The streets became deserted as people found shelter. Dad kept looking and I kept saying we'd be okay even to stay in a shop. Maclain and his family found their own way and I didn't see them again in the dream.

The puppies whining kind of woke me up.

When I went back to sleep I dreamed I was back in the same place but on my own. Mom and dad were somewhere but I wasn't sure where. Marc wandered by and we found a room to stay in. It was getting dark. When we woke up in the morning after the storm the sun was shining. We opened the door and we saw there was destruction. I saw a car with the doors off and backpacks inside. This made me remember that Dad and I had worked on opening secret compartments on his truck before the game started.

Somehow I was connected with a man that I was trying to get help from. I can't remember how I met him. He wasn't very handsome but he had a charming personality, he was a talker and knew a lot of things. He was with me in a room that seemed like a hospital room and somehow convinced me it would be good to improve my life/marriage to kiss him and try some things. We ended up having sex but I kept asking him questions that would interrupt things and he didn't finish. I noticed the door to the room wasn't completely shut. Then someone knocked and came right in. The man put himself still dressed on top of the bedcovers and I was still under them although my shoulders were bare. My mom walked in bringing something to me. She stopped and her face was shocked. The man whispered to me to say nothing because she didn't know anything. She'd never seen him before and she said, "What's going on? Who are you?" She kept talking and going around the room. She eventually cried and the man left out the back of the room with no one noticing.

I felt ashamed, then I felt defensive, then glad that he was gone, then appalled to realize I had broken my covenants with God and Marc. I was going to be excommunicated. I knew it would happen. I was sad and devastated. The door to the room was open and I saw Marc walking by my room holding a baby girl about three years old. She was Hispanic/Native American. He ignored me.

My mom was fixing little kid shoes and adding patriotic or red, white and blue flower bows to them. We were still going to try and get ready for the game. I remember asking mom to shut the door so I wouldn't be seen because I was so ashamed. I was worried my dad would walk by and see me.
End of the dream.

I asked God for the interpretation.
Dear God what is this dream about?
Dear Audrey, This dream is a witness and a warning.

1. The game is the Plan of our Heavenly Father that his Kingdom will come upon the earth. 
2. The "worm" storm is the tribulations that will affect everyone--no one will be unaffected. 
3. The sacrament represents protective covenants and you only had the water. You needed both bread and water to be fully protected.
4. The shelter represented Holy Places of refuge to be hidden sight unseen.
5. The man is the devil in his sneaky, sophistication that seeks your misery, sadness, shame, and downfall by breaking your covenants.
6. Your mom represents all that is good and right. She represents reason, truth, love, wisdom, knowledge, and understanding. She represents your conscience, your desire to do what is right and good in God's sight. She represents love, repentance and doing better, and being better. In her presence the devil had to leave--he couldn't stay in her love and light.
7. The betrayal of sex and sleeping with the devil represents anything that takes you from your family and your eternal covenant to your husband. There is nothing of more worth and of more sadness if it is lost to you.
8. Your glimpse of Marc and a baby represent your marriage and posterity. Losing them will only bring misery to you both and to all you love hereafter.
9. The infidelity and lies represent the way your husband was caught in Satan's traps over and over again and the shame and anguish he feels over his actions. This dream was to let you experience a small taste of his pain and anguish so that you may extend your love to him in true empathy and peace. We love you both and we know you are both in pain. Marc has seen how much he loves, misses and needs you with your absence for three months. You are all in our hands and good will come from this time apart.

We are in all the details of your life. We love you, cherish you and care for you with all our hearts. Do not fear for I am with thee. I will strengthen thee, help thee, and cause thee to stand, Upheld by my righteous omnipotent hand.

Love,
God, Jesus, and Holy Angels of Light

Postscript

I found out that March 9, 2020 there was a full moon, named the "Worm" moon!

WHEN TO SEE THE FULL MOON IN MARCH 2020

February 3, 2020

These are learning experiences to help strengthen you and to help prepare you for future challenges in the same vein of experience. You are learning to recognize TRUTH and speak TRUTH and live TRUTH. You know what is true for you and your body. That is not the same as other's "truth" for their bodies. You must choose yourself. You want your spouse to choose you, but you MUST choose yourself FIRST.

You have chosen Me first so that this communication is occurring right now. This is a mystery and a KEY to mysteries that will unlock further knowledge in due time. As you keep choosing ME first then YOU first you will grow and learn exponentially in power and great glory to help build My Kingdom on the earth.

Keep journaling every morning. Continue to journal with your Women's healing group. Journal with Inner Bonding, it is also a key to help you heal and become connected to me. Keep strengthening your truth muscles to only speak and live My Truth for you.

You are a precious child of mine that is capable of great things through walking in my paths of righteousness and truth. Your example and teachings will lead and guide others to Me. Do not despair or be afraid, for I am with you. I will lead you and guide you and help you to stand.

If you treat yourself as a caretaker--as you would for a sick child with special needs and concerns-- then you would not betray that trust. You would do all you could to follow the guidelines of care and health that they needed. You wouldn't let the circumstances dictate the care. You would plan ahead. You would ask questions beforehand to know what was available. You would be prepared with a backup plan of your own making to have food you could eat. PLUS you know and understand that you DON'T have to eat. You DON'T have to do anything you don't want to or that you aren't comfortable or don't feel right about. Get your backup plans put together for traveling, for staying at others' homes and for your day to day living.

You can be a proactive caretaker for yourself. You are in charge of you, and by doing this you love yourself, serve yourself, and in turn Love and Serve ME, your God. That is what I truly want is for you to take care of yourself. To love my beautiful creation of YOU. You are precious to me and of infinite worth and value. You have done well to come to me for election, care, love, advice, and to feel my love for you at all times, in all ways, and in all places. You are on My path, My way. Keep moving forward with peace and love.
God, Jesus, and Holy Angels of Light.

I am glad you are reading the Book of Mormon and following the Prophet, President Russell M. Nelson's counsel to the women of The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints.

As you have been marking the name of God, Jesus Christ in the scriptures you have seen how often my name occurs and you know this book testifies and is a testament of me, Jesus Christ, your Lord and Savior, your Redeemer and friend. As the women of The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints follow the prophet's counsel and come unto me by reading the Book of Mormon they will be given strength and power to shine in a world of darkness. They will receive revelation for themselves and their families. They will feel my joy because they will be my people, my covenant daughters who have taken upon themselves my Holy Name and I shall be in the midst of them and they shall keep my commandments. They will be protected from the coming storms and I will be their refuge and their light.

Their righteousness will qualify them to receive the promise given by former General Relief Society President, Julie B. Beck in her April 2010 General Conference talk, “And upon the Handmaids in Those Days Will I Pour Out My Spirit.”

She said:
The ability to qualify for, receive, and act on personal revelation is the single most important skill that can be acquired in this life. We know we are successful if we live so that we qualify for, receive, and know how to follow the Spirit. Because personal revelation is a constantly renewable source of strength, it is possible to feel bathed in help even during turbulent times.

We are told to put our trust in that Spirit which leads us “to do justly, to walk humbly, to judge righteously.” We are also told that this Spirit will enlighten our minds, fill our souls with joy, and help us know all things we should do. Promised personal revelation comes when we ask for it, prepare for it, and go forward in faith, trusting that it will be poured out upon us.

We are doing well when we seek to improve ourselves and do our best. When we have done our very best, we may still experience disappointments, but we will not be disappointed in ourselves. We can feel certain that the Lord is pleased when we feel the Spirit working through us. Peace, joy, and hope are available to those who measure success properly.

A revelation in the book of Joel states that in the last days, sons and daughters of God will prophesy and the Lord will pour out His Spirit upon His servants and His handmaids. President Spencer W. Kimball echoed this prophecy when he said:

“Much of the major growth that is coming to the Church in the last days will come because many of the good women of the world (in whom there is often such an inner sense of spirituality) will be drawn to the Church in large numbers. This will happen to the degree that the women of the Church reflect righteousness and articulateness in their lives and to the degree that the women of the Church are seen as distinct and different—in happy ways—from the women of the world. …

“Thus it will be that female exemplars of the Church will be a significant force in both the numerical and spiritual growth of the Church in the last days.”

I bear my witness that the gospel of Jesus Christ is true. The Lord depends on His daughters to do their part to strengthen the homes of Zion and build His kingdom on the earth. As they seek and qualify for personal revelation, the Lord will pour out His Spirit upon His handmaids in these latter days. In the name of Jesus Christ, amen.

We are glad you are writing today before doing anything else. Connecting with me is the most important thing to do daily so that I can help lead and guide you. I am glad you started a website to record these Letters to God and the counsel I have for you and others. My words are truth, they are eternal.

I am Eternal. Eternal and Endless is my name. Eternal Life = God's life. Eternal Punishment = God's punishment. These are mysteries contained in the scriptures (Doctrine & Covenants 19:10).

This last week is the beginning of my Holy Days in the Jewish New Year. A time of reflection, repentance and turning back to Me. A time of making amends to others and putting things right. The world does not recognize these things but my Holy people in Israel do. They are looking for me and my coming still. I will gather my people, my house of Israel that are scattered all over the world and they will receive the promises made in my covenant to Abraham. That all the people's of the earth shall be blessed through his seed. They shall be gathered from the four corners of the earth and they will rejoice in the knowledge of who they really are and where they belong.

Thank you, thank you. You will learn many things working beside your father. Good, kind money.

Q: 9:29 am What does the above mean? Is there more?

A: The above has dual meanings. Multiple. Father can mean God the Father; God Jesus Christ-- you became his daughter at baptism and your own father on earth It can be your grandfathers.

Good, kind money is money earned and used from and to help others, yourself, and family. It is God's money earned in Holy ways that is endowed with power to bless. The kind of money that is given in tithes and offerings and it is consecrated to the Lord, "Holiness to the Lord." When anything is given that name it has a higher, holier purpose. It transcends this telestial sphere to move higher to the terrestrial. As people consecrate All they have to the Lord they transcend this sphere and become holy, too. Their homes become mini SIONS upon the earth. They only allow the best in and the best flows out to influence the world. They receive blessing and protection of a higher realm because they are qualified to receive it. There is a great transition occurring on this earth. Those that are mine are rising up and recognizing it. Those that are not mine are descending lower into darkness. Pray mightily for your family and for their children. Pray for your brother's deliverance for evil.
We love you. God, Jesus, and Angels of Light

Be of good cheer for I am God. I love you dearly and I rejoice in your every righteous desire and action. I mourn with every heartache and sadness. I am your biggest fan and biggest cheerleader. I delight in your learning, understanding, wisdom, and growth. Continue as you have started. Be mine and I will be yours to dwell with you and abide with you. Be at peace. Be at peace evermore.

The word of the Lord comes to many as prophecy in the world to warn and to chasten. The world's countenance of the people has fallen. They are walking in darkness at noonday. They have turned away from my light and chosen the darkness of the evil one. They must repent and return unto Me. I am the only name under heaven with the power to save. I am that I am. My people must needs be chastened and return unto ME.

Isaiah 53:6 All we like sheep have gone astray; we have turned every one to his own way. The Shepherd is calling. His hand is stretched out still. Won't you return unto him and be healed? Won't you let him embrace you with healing in his wings?

Be still and know that I am God. Take time each day to be holy. Take time each day to kneel and pray. Take time each day to read my holy scriptures and take hold of my hand so that I may lead you along. I love the world but they do not choose me or love me.

We are all sheep who have done astray.

Won't your return? The day of my wrath is upon the earth. There will be wars and rumors of wars. There will be unrest the world over and many men's hearts shall fail them. Only in me and through me will be safety and protection. My hands will uplift my righteous and place them in safety and in places of protection. You must keep your eyes and ears upon the Prophet of my Church, The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints. He will be led and guided to know what to do. Be strict in following Him and keeping the commandments of God.

Eschew (deliberately avoid) the very appearance of evil. Many things masquerade as good or "FUN" but they are of the devil. Moroni's counsel to judge between good and evil applies to all things. All good things come from me and lead to me, Jesus Christ, your Savior, and Redeemer. Repent, repent and turn unto me. Remove all evil and darkness from your bodies, minds and souls, homes, families and traditions, many lead to sin, lead to darkness, lead to spiritual death. Repent and be happy. Live in the Light of my Spirit. Do not delay or procrastinate the day of your repentance. My coming is nigh. I stand at the door and knock. If any man will open I shall come in and sup with him.

Stand in Holy places and be not moved until the day of the Lord come. And behold, I come quickly. I am Alpha and Omega. The first and the last. He that believeth in me shall not fall but shall be upheld by the right hand of my power and he shall live.

Do not be frightened or afraid for I am going to find a place. A place of peace and rest. I am God. Man of Holiness is my name (Moses 7:35). Holiness is what all must strive for to be with me and live where I live. ZION is a city of Holiness and that is where all must live in order to be safe in this world. Everyone's home can become a ZION, a place of holiness and peace.

God wants all mankind to return to him, but this can only happen if they choose to follow Jesus Christ, receive His Holy name upon them through baptism by immersion to remit sin, receiving the Gift of the Holy Ghost through priesthood laying on of hands and to endure to the end in faith on Jesus Christ's name. Your current Prophet, Russell M. Nelson, is leading this people to my Holy Temple so they may become a Holy people and will be ready for my return. Those who have ears to hear and eyes to see will follow him and will be ready for all things through faith and the power of the priesthood.

Is there more?

Yes, be happy. Be helpful. Be at peace. Help your son with his food goals. Continue to clean, to sort, to prepare. Set up a schedule to accomplish your personal growth activities early in the day so you can watch the baby with no resentment because your cup has been filled by Me, your Lord and Redeemer. I love you. I cherish you. I desire to dwell with you in love, peace, and learning together daily. Take time to be Holy. Take time to know me by being with me. Take time to take care of yourself so you are able to lovingly care for others--which is really service to me in LOVE.

There are forces fighting against good and forces fighting for the Lord. Always be ready to show and tell people why you love being a Christian. Sleep well.

The word of the Lord on this day is that there are coming tempests, waves heaving beyond their bounds in the South Pacific and ocean areas of Sumatra. Danger is high for all living in this area and the weather and volcanoes and earthquakes will only get worse. People will have to move to safer places, but there will seem to be none until My people are led by ME to places of safety and refuge. They will be living in primitive conditions in these places but they will be SAFE and experience peace. The rest of the world will be in constant and continual movement, unrest, and violence. Re-read Noah and the Tower of Babel. These histories will repeat. We love you. Sleep.

I'm glad you've chosen to write this morning. I am glad you are doing things to learn and grow and become more wise. The Mission Driven Mom is a very good thing that I am using to help moms and women become wise as serpents and harmless as doves (Matt. 10:16).

There are many wonderful things in store for you as you choose me first and take time to be with ME your Savior and Redeemer. I will come to dwell with you and in you. This indwelling will be a joy for us both and will bring you great blessings and power. You will be able to be filled with my Spirit and the FIRE and Baptism by the Holy Ghost. He will cleanse you, purify you and heal you body, mind, and spirit. Seek for the Baptism of Fire and the Holy Ghost. Study and learn the good things of God and man. You are on the right track. Call the temples and fast today for all.
With all my love, God, Jesus and Angels of Light

I woke up thinking about the song"The Spirit of God Like a Fire is Burning." 

Hosanna 
Save now. The word is taken from Ps. 118:25, one of the Psalms of the Hallel. The chanting of this psalm was connected at the Feast of Tabernacles with the waving of palm branches; hence the use of the word by the multitudes at our Lord’s triumphal entry into Jerusalem (Matt. 21:9, 15; Mark 11:9–10; John 12:13).

Psalm 118:25 Save now, I beseech thee, O Lord: O Lord, I beseech thee, send now prosperity.

Call a number of temples and put _____________ family and your husband's name on the prayer rolls. Trust your son to God with all thine heart and lean not unto thine own understanding. In all thy ways acknowledge him and he shall direct thy paths. (Proverbs 3:5) Your son will be watched over. You can put your faith and trust in the brethren. They will put him with a mission president like unto President Pedersen. You have no need to fear or worry. Turn off these distractions that obsess your son and keep him from doing what is most important. Go for walks daily or bike rides. Help him learn easy things to cook. Be of good cheer for I am God and will lead you by the hand.

The Spirit of God like a fire is burning Lyrics

The Spirit of God like a fire is burning!
The latter-day glory begins to come forth;
The visions and blessings of old are returning,
And angels are coming to visit the earth.
We'll sing and we'll shout with the armies of heaven,
Hosanna, Hosanna to God and the Lamb!
Let glory to them in the highest be given,
Henceforth and forever, Amen and amen!

The Lord is extending the Saints' understanding,
Restoring their judges and all as at first.
The knowledge and power of God are expanding;
The veil o'er the earth is beginning to burst.
We'll sing and we'll shout with the armies of heaven,
Hosanna, Hosanna to God and the Lamb!
Let glory to them in the highest be given,
Henceforth and forever, Amen and amen!

We'll call in our solemn assemblies in spirit,
To spread forth the kingdom of heaven abroad,
That we through our faith may begin to inherit
The visions and blessings and glories of God.
We'll sing and we'll shout with the armies of heaven,
Hosanna, Hosanna to God and the Lamb!
Let glory to them in the highest be given,
Henceforth and forever, Amen and amen!

How blessed the day when the lamb and the lion
Shall lie down together without any ire,
And Ephraim be crowned with his blessing in Zion,
As Jesus descends with his chariot of fire!
We'll sing and we'll shout with the armies of heaven,
Hosanna, hosanna to God and the Lamb!
Let glory to them in the highest be given,
Henceforth and forever, Amen and amen!

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There is only one thing most important for you and your family. That is to love God and serve him and to love your neighbors as yourself. On these hang all the law and the prophets. They are the epitome of simplicity and complexity. Easy enough for a child to understand, but complex enough for a lifetime of study and living life to implement them. We love you and are watching over you and your sweet family. Pray. Kneel and pray. You and others the world over need your prayers. Be happy and be consistent.
Love, God, Jesus and Angels of Light